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this is  my site, yeah. um, not much to tell. pretty soon i'll have a section of pics so you can look at me and colorado (you know you want to! lol) but right now im just tryin' to hold on as tight as i can to my friends. it's not real funny, you know, missing the first school dance by a week... but sometimes i guess that's what happens. so, i guess now you all think im a pessimist. well, let's set this straight. im a realist. not pessimist... REALIST. as in, i take reality as it comes. that doesn't mean im immune to dreams or anything, im just not going to build up false hope when i know what's going to happen. i've accepted that im going to leave and in some ways, im even glad it's happening. even though i dislike kelly clarkson, her song "break away" really describes how i've been feeling day to day....                                 
*Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane
Far away
And break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging with revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
Gotta keep movin on movin on
Fly away
Break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Break away
Break away* 
    
yeah.... that's pretty much it right there. im just feeling kinda mixed up right now. the movers are coming at the end of october and that's only a few weeks away. then i'll live in biliting (military temporary housing) for a few weeks them im gone. it's kinda a lot to think about and kinda depressing too when you start thinking about how you'll never see half these people EVER AGAIN. ok... im done moaning. now i'll just let you go about your business. *toodleZ*                                                                      













































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